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Name: ~馨~
Nick: ~Sunny~ ~Jam~
Date Of Birth: 08 Jan
Hometown: 厦门 China
Campus: Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Email: helena1987@msn.com

[description]
I am an ordinary young woman who have been studying in Singapore for 5 years. Having a wealthy family, i do not have any financial burden since i was born. All my friends treat me very well, my relatives like me a lot, too. Sometimes i feel like i'm a psychologist because people like to tell me their problems and ask for my suggestions, which i have the ability to help them. Nevertheless, who is able to listen to me and solve my problems?

[loves]
Men
Interior Design
Strawberry
Snoopy,Woodstock,Peanuts Family
Rainy days
Movies
Musics
Plants
Chocolates
Ice-creams
......

[hates]
Exams
Snakes
Swimming
Cheat
......

archives

date: 04 December 2005
date: 25 June 2006
date: 16 July 2006
date: 03 September 2006
date: 04 March 2007
date: 15 April 2007
date: 06 May 2007
date: 27 May 2007
date: 03 June 2007
date: 10 June 2007
date: 17 June 2007
date: 24 June 2007
date: 01 July 2007
date: 08 July 2007
date: 29 July 2007
date: 05 August 2007
date: 12 August 2007
date: 19 August 2007
date: 09 September 2007
date: 16 September 2007
date: 23 September 2007
date: 30 September 2007
date: 07 October 2007
date: 04 November 2007
date: 18 November 2007
date: 02 December 2007
date: 16 December 2007
date: 23 December 2007
date: 15 June 2008
date: 29 June 2008
date: 07 September 2008
date: 02 November 2008

日记Chronicles

Saturday, August 11, 2007

不想醉的人很容易醉，想醉的人却偏偏醉不了。每一个到酒吧的人都想从酒里找到真正属于他们的生活，一样的酒，不一样的人就能喝出不同的心情。每一个调酒师都会为他爱的人调出一杯用他/她的名字命名的专属酒，这酒有他/她的影子以及身上的味道。我们每天都在写故事，只是结局往往不尽如人意。每一分钟，我们都在失去，有的小得微不足道，有的却能让我们痛得刻苦铭心。酒后发泄是断片的一种方式，没有负担，没有责任。

YX @ 11:47 PM

突然觉得自己的手挺美的

最喜欢这张了

嘿嘿

YX @ 11:00 PM

闲来无事，随便拍拍

YX @ 10:54 PM

YX @ 10:37 PM

小洲和女友

育芬

静颖

刚刚和小洲，静颖，育芬聊了好久，突然间好怀念小学的日子哦！他们下周有聚会，我不能去，好郁闷。激动的心情到现在还无法平静，眼泪差点要掉下来哟，因为他们都说好想我。想想也有5年没见到他们了，如果我没来新加坡就。。。。。。小洲变帅了，静颖变得大胆而有主见了，育芬更加可爱了，真心替他们高兴。好想好想立刻飞回厦门！

YX @ 12:43 AM

Friday, August 10, 2007

MY cute tattoo

YX @ 8:47 PM

It's time for revision! Though i have no mood to do anything right now, this is a MUST!!! PYM, ABT and FRM! Only 1 week left, no matter what happen i have to study hard for the exams so that i won't regret after that. Sometimes, I just too lazy to study but I know i can have good results if only i study hard.

My Dad is willing to pay for me the 2 tickets to fly back to XM which is so nice but i rather he give me the money to spend, hehe!

I think i getting to know men nowadays, they are born to please women, however, the fact is that women please them instead. I thought i have nothing to lose now, but i realised that i was wrong. I do care. Nevertheless, i know i am luck to know these facts earlier as it makes me stronger.

YX @ 3:49 PM

Monday, August 6, 2007

最近看了彤的blog，发现原来她有一个真心爱她的男人，只是他爱彤多过彤爱他。彤写：

我一直都很小提及一個男人
其实我和他相識多年
我愛他但他愛我多點
我常厚面皮地灘開手板問他拿錢什至騙他的錢
而內疚只有一丁點
他常問我有沒有男朋友我会答沒有啦當然，有你，我那敢‧
他討厭我去夜店
我曾多次答應不会但是江山易改本性難移
多次令他失望很後他對我說,"你令我嘔心及痛心.我以後都不再信你了."
從從來來我都沒有聽過他的話
只愛大話kum大話
很多時候他会把他身上的錢都給了我
我却沒太多感激之意
我不是當他水魚，我真心的愛他，但我也疑問,"愛幾多?"
我竟不覺自己過份
他說,"過幾年我們移民好不好?我帶你走.
你願意跟我一起生活嗎?"
我口說好
心却想,"你想想便好."

好现实有又让人好心疼，这些字眼让我想起一个我本该忘记好久的男人。这个男人对我很好，对于我的一切要求他都会一一满足。有一次，我想去看日出，他早早就骑车到我家等我。可惜在半路的时候突然下雨，他就把外套脱下来给我遮雨，自己却淋得一塌糊涂。有一段时间我读夜校，他竟然来接我回家。不知道是心情不好还是什么，一看到他就火大，叫他回家。自己不停的往前走，看也不看他一眼。。。。。。我爱过他，但是有多爱？我们在一起的时候，我竟然还可以毫不忌讳跟他说其他男生有多好，他只是笑笑。来新加坡的原因有好多，避开他也是理由之一。觉得好像在玩他，分分合合也好多次了。每次都是我不高兴就说分手，而他总是会求我不要分。分开后，我觉得无聊了就又会找回他，他什么都不会说就回到我身边。当我说要出国读书，他很坚决的劝我不要去，他说如果我出国了，我们之间的距离就会越来越远。是啊，我知道，因为我要避开你，你已经让我讨厌了，我厌倦了和你在一起。在新加坡5年了，我们之间也改变了。那些好，不见了，留下的只是冷漠。

YX @ 11:06 PM