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Name: ~馨~
Nick: ~Sunny~ ~Jam~
Date Of Birth: 08 Jan
Hometown: 厦门 China
Campus: Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Email: helena1987@msn.com

[description]
I am an ordinary young woman who have been studying in Singapore for 5 years. Having a wealthy family, i do not have any financial burden since i was born. All my friends treat me very well, my relatives like me a lot, too. Sometimes i feel like i'm a psychologist because people like to tell me their problems and ask for my suggestions, which i have the ability to help them. Nevertheless, who is able to listen to me and solve my problems?

[loves]
Men
Interior Design
Strawberry
Snoopy,Woodstock,Peanuts Family
Rainy days
Movies
Musics
Plants
Chocolates
Ice-creams
......

[hates]
Exams
Snakes
Swimming
Cheat
......

archives

date: 04 December 2005
date: 25 June 2006
date: 16 July 2006
date: 03 September 2006
date: 04 March 2007
date: 15 April 2007
date: 06 May 2007
date: 27 May 2007
date: 03 June 2007
date: 10 June 2007
date: 17 June 2007
date: 24 June 2007
date: 01 July 2007
date: 08 July 2007
date: 29 July 2007
date: 05 August 2007
date: 12 August 2007
date: 19 August 2007
date: 09 September 2007
date: 16 September 2007
date: 23 September 2007
date: 30 September 2007
date: 07 October 2007
date: 04 November 2007
date: 18 November 2007
date: 02 December 2007
date: 16 December 2007
date: 23 December 2007
date: 15 June 2008
date: 29 June 2008
date: 07 September 2008
date: 02 November 2008

日记Chronicles

Saturday, June 2, 2007

No longer a virgin, suddenly i realized it. Will i be different? No, remain the same. What if my parents knew it, what's their reaction? I'm very curious about that, but i will never tell them. However, i still need some time to overcome it, since everything just happen too fast. It's not a big deal Sunny, let it be.

YX @ 4:46 PM

Friday, June 1, 2007

YX @ 11:14 PM

YX @ 11:08 PM

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Rainy today, the air is so cool and fresh which makes me awake and peace. Only left 3 days before common tests, am i ready? By the way, Mrs Lee is going to distribute ABT paper on this Friday, i think it's a bad idea, as it may affect my mood. Anyway, i can't do anything, just leave it to fate. Sigh......

YX @ 2:04 PM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Chatting with Jie today, i feel better now. I know she will support me and help me any time. Thanks JIE!!! Perhaps i should take it simple as Jie told me, there is nothing to lose any more.

YX @ 2:57 PM

YX @ 1:41 AM

WHY! I feel so hurtful when i heard that he had had sex with a girl who wasn't his gf before. Moreover, they both agreed that to hold the "RELATIONSHIP", but now they hardly contact each other. I don't wanna be like her. NEVER!!! IT seems like i'm merely his sex partner. Hearding that one of my friends was having sex with his true love, i feel even worse. Nevertheless, why i always like to pretend nothing meant to me? 我的心好痛，好久没这样痛过了，我以为已经忘记了痛是什么感觉。好想死掉的感觉。Did i regret already? I really don't know.

YX @ 12:47 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007

Just finished ABT common test this afternoon, badly done. Sigh......
Feeling like no mood to do anything, everything seems lousy to me.

YX @ 9:19 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Having sex with someone you don't love, what is your feeling?
For me, it's just an excuse to run away from something else, maybe i shouldn't. Unfortunately i did it, i know it's unforgivable. Sigh...... Perhaps, this is real me, who is looking forward to have a crazy life. There is no responsibility, no regret, no love...... I wanna shout out loud in the open air, who can save me, help me?

对不起，我的灵魂，是我自己没用。我不想坚强，不想孤独一人

YX @ 8:31 PM

YX @ 3:04 PM