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Siam Kitchen

2008-11-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

Singapore Flyers

2008-09-13T20:01:00.000+08:00

2008-06-29T21:57:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with me man? I think I become a real bad girl already, hangover frequently nowadays. Do I really enjoy this kind of night life? I made myself be so easy and available, what a shame!!! Who can save me? Nobody but just myself.

2008-06-21T22:36:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry my dear blog for not blogging since 1000 years ago, haha!!!
Anyway, just wanna tell you about my messy life recently.
I think it's my nature again, i event don't know why i'm doing this to myself.
Ok, i'm going to tell you now
one night stand with a 35 year-old man
I barely know the guy
Just know him for like 2,3 hours
Sigh, maybe it's not a big deal for other people
But, is it real me?
What i want?
How i know which one is me?

2007-12-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

At Cafe Iguana

Tequila pop

2007-12-17T03:47:00.000+08:00

At K-box

with Birthday boy

birthday boy with his new shirt

BEIS Christmas Party

2007-12-16T03:37:00.000+08:00

with Calvin

with Giang

committee group

get him from Calvin

2007-12-08T03:58:00.000+08:00

hair magnet

2007-11-18T03:22:00.000+08:00

Ian's birthday chalet

2007-11-10T03:27:00.000+08:00

Deng Hao, Ian, Me, Yan Yee and Colin

At Pizza Hut after NP Parents Seminar

2007-10-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

Our first wine, I love you baby!

2007-10-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

Candle essence

2007-10-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

为什么要在我准备忘记你的时候说爱我?5年来,每当我下定决心要彻底忘记你的时候,你总会给我你的爱,让我又动摇了.我真的搞不清楚你还爱我吗,要不是我告诉你我已经不完美了,你还会继续骗我吗?
你为什么要那么傻,爱我就告诉我,不必骗我啊!你知道这样对我来说很残忍吗?你说你最疼的就是我,不想伤害我,可是到头来却让我怀疑你的爱,这样值得吗?虽然我们之间的阻碍有很多,但是至少让我明明白白的知道你是爱我的.
那一夜我是永远都不会忘记的,,你说后悔1年前的决定,不然我早已是你的人了,完完整整的.因为太爱我才放我走,是你挽不回的错误决定.从来没想过有一天我会躺在你的身边,我觉得那一刻我好幸福.虽然那一夜的幸福换来的是父母的无可原谅,但是对我来讲是值得的,我质疑的已经冰释,幸福也拥有过了,没有什么值得遗憾了.你爱我,我也爱你,就让它成为我们之间的秘密吧!

2007-10-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

My SNOOPY family

2007-10-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

make-up table

My room in Xiamen had been renovated! I Love it very much, thank you to my parents.

2007-09-28T18:31:00.000+08:00

my cutie
French

2007-09-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

grandpa
grandma
grandaunt
granduncle

2007-09-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

Being to Sentosa with Wu Cao yesterday, who also came to Singapore for studying. He is so sweet and nice, unexpectedly he brought me a bottle of drinks when we met up. Thinking of all my exs, none of them did that for me. Having fun with the sea water, suntanning and watching an wonderful show called Song Of The Sea, i never feeling so happy for a long long time. There is one thing I'm very sure, we had great time at Sentosa deeply.

2007-09-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

第一眼的感觉，在以前我总是憨憨的以为它只是几秒钟的心跳加速，但就在昨天我确确实实地体会了。那是不分年龄、性别、身份，发生在任何地点、时间的紧张和喜悦。好似豆蔻年华的纯纯的爱，没有一丝的尘埃。眼神的交流霎时变为唯一可做的事情，视线里全都是对方，再没有什么物体可以容得下。

2007-08-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

Today is PYM exam, unfortunately i only did 75% of the paper. I guessed that it's due to my ignorance. I thought i had already studied for it, but i failed to complete what I supposed to do.

2007-08-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

Oh My God, she is soooooo pretty and juicy!!
Envy her a lot a LOT A LOT cause she is 20 year-old as well !

It's not goodbye

2007-08-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

Now what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace.
How would I ever go on?
Without you there s no place to belong
Well someday love is going to lead you back to me,
But till it does I ll have an empty heart.
So I ll just have to believe some where out there you re thinking of me

Till the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello its not goodbye.
Till I see you again I ll be right here remembering when.
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry on down the road
There is one thing I can t deny its not goodbye

You think I d be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down.
But it so hard to be strong when you ve been missing somebody so long
It s just a matter of time I m sure,
Well time takes time and I can t hold on,
So won t you try as hard as you can
Put my broken heart together again?

It s not goodbye.....
Till the day I ll let you go,
until we say our next hello its not goodbye.
Till I see you again
I ll be right here remembering when.
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
And I can t deny it s not goodbye I
ts not goodbye
Till I see you
I ll be right here remembering when
Time is on our side
No more tears to cry
And I cant deny It s not goodbye
Goodbye no more tears to cry
It s, it s not goodbye.

2007-08-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

Ratatouille, a cute and funny movie

分手了,何必再做朋友

2007-08-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

我们分手吧，分手之后，我们还是朋友，对吗？”，这是有心人对你讲的话，除了要表现他们的大将风度之外，他们更渴望能新欢旧爱，共聚一堂。

原本相爱的恋人，面对分手，或有不得已的原因，或有不得告人的理由．而分手之后仍要做一对朋友，岂不是把过去的一切又带回自己的生活中？何苦呢？
当然，我也不赞成分手之后，变成了敌人、仇家，互相中伤对方，恨不得把对方至于死地。
看到以前的恋人,生活比你幸福,你会不会嫉妒?
当以前的恋人,兴奋的带着新恋人做介绍时,即便你装做满不在乎,但心里的滋味...... 你又何苦自己找黄莲来嚼呢?
如果以前的恋人生活的不幸福,你的旧情加上同情心,一定会想很多......
毕竟,你们以前是相爱的恋人,你们也曾经拥有过美好的爱情生活,面对以前的恋人失意迷茫,你会伸出援助之手吗?你会不会又落进那感情的旋涡呢?
最后,大家都有了新的一半,你继续和以前的旧爱做朋友,新情人心里会怎聪?藕断丝连?新欢肯定心中不满,更可怕得是,在猜疑与辩解中,生成几何关系来.

当然,也有一些成功的,但是听起来,总是有丝丝的尴尬. 未曾刻骨铭心,分手后做朋友又谈何容易?
看着自己以前的恋人,与别人亲亲我我、欢天喜地,你肯定会有...... 何必自己做戏给自己和他们看呢?
已经分手了,为什么还要刻意的去维护一种近似超越友谊的关系呢?
不如把它封在心里,怀念,或者扔掉它,迎接新的一段生活.
分手了,何必再要做朋友? 否则,何言分手?
你是谁，不重要，重要的是，你，认识了谁，谁，可以改变谁......

Half Heaven 半醉人间

2007-08-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

不想醉的人很容易醉，想醉的人却偏偏醉不了。每一个到酒吧的人都想从酒里找到真正属于他们的生活，一样的酒，不一样的人就能喝出不同的心情。每一个调酒师都会为他爱的人调出一杯用他/她的名字命名的专属酒，这酒有他/她的影子以及身上的味道。我们每天都在写故事，只是结局往往不尽如人意。每一分钟，我们都在失去，有的小得微不足道，有的却能让我们痛得刻苦铭心。酒后发泄是断片的一种方式，没有负担，没有责任。

2007-08-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

突然觉得自己的手挺美的

最喜欢这张了

嘿嘿

2007-08-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

闲来无事，随便拍拍

2007-08-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

2007-08-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

小洲和女友
育芬
静颖

刚刚和小洲，静颖，育芬聊了好久，突然间好怀念小学的日子哦！他们下周有聚会，我不能去，好郁闷。激动的心情到现在还无法平静，眼泪差点要掉下来哟，因为他们都说好想我。想想也有5年没见到他们了，如果我没来新加坡就。。。。。。小洲变帅了，静颖变得大胆而有主见了，育芬更加可爱了，真心替他们高兴。好想好想立刻飞回厦门！

2007-08-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

MY cute tattoo

2007-08-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

It's time for revision! Though i have no mood to do anything right now, this is a MUST!!! PYM, ABT and FRM! Only 1 week left, no matter what happen i have to study hard for the exams so that i won't regret after that. Sometimes, I just too lazy to study but I know i can have good results if only i study hard.

My Dad is willing to pay for me the 2 tickets to fly back to XM which is so nice but i rather he give me the money to spend, hehe!

I think i getting to know men nowadays, they are born to please women, however, the fact is that women please them instead. I thought i have nothing to lose now, but i realised that i was wrong. I do care. Nevertheless, i know i am luck to know these facts earlier as it makes me stronger.

2007-08-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

最近看了彤的blog，发现原来她有一个真心爱她的男人，只是他爱彤多过彤爱他。彤写：

我一直都很小提及一個男人
其实我和他相識多年
我愛他但他愛我多點
我常厚面皮地灘開手板問他拿錢什至騙他的錢
而內疚只有一丁點
他常問我有沒有男朋友我会答沒有啦當然，有你，我那敢‧
他討厭我去夜店
我曾多次答應不会但是江山易改本性難移
多次令他失望很後他對我說,"你令我嘔心及痛心.我以後都不再信你了."
從從來來我都沒有聽過他的話
只愛大話kum大話
很多時候他会把他身上的錢都給了我
我却沒太多感激之意
我不是當他水魚，我真心的愛他，但我也疑問,"愛幾多?"
我竟不覺自己過份
他說,"過幾年我們移民好不好?我帶你走.
你願意跟我一起生活嗎?"
我口說好
心却想,"你想想便好."

好现实有又让人好心疼，这些字眼让我想起一个我本该忘记好久的男人。这个男人对我很好，对于我的一切要求他都会一一满足。有一次，我想去看日出，他早早就骑车到我家等我。可惜在半路的时候突然下雨，他就把外套脱下来给我遮雨，自己却淋得一塌糊涂。有一段时间我读夜校，他竟然来接我回家。不知道是心情不好还是什么，一看到他就火大，叫他回家。自己不停的往前走，看也不看他一眼。。。。。。我爱过他，但是有多爱？我们在一起的时候，我竟然还可以毫不忌讳跟他说其他男生有多好，他只是笑笑。来新加坡的原因有好多，避开他也是理由之一。觉得好像在玩他，分分合合也好多次了。每次都是我不高兴就说分手，而他总是会求我不要分。分开后，我觉得无聊了就又会找回他，他什么都不会说就回到我身边。当我说要出国读书，他很坚决的劝我不要去，他说如果我出国了，我们之间的距离就会越来越远。是啊，我知道，因为我要避开你，你已经让我讨厌了，我厌倦了和你在一起。在新加坡5年了，我们之间也改变了。那些好，不见了，留下的只是冷漠。

2007-08-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

2 weeks away from exams! STRESS! Fortunately, I've finished all projects so i can concentrate on my revisions. Jia You!!!

2007-08-03T02:10:00.000+08:00

me without any make-up

2007-08-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

with my honey

2007-07-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

As this week is FRM's E-learning week, we don't have to attend lectures and tutorials. Therefore, i had time to join an event called "Green Building" at Bukit Banjang Community Club today. As a student leader for the first time, i realized that i was lack of knowledge about the building technology though i'm a BE student. The participants were secondary school students, so they were naughty and fun. Yan Yee and I were taking a secondary school named Angol Chinese Sec which is independent. This event alerted me from studying blindly at campus, as the result, i have to change my studying habit from now on. I did enjoyed the day today, and the most important thing was i realized i'm not useless. There are values in me, AND someone had been kept his eyes on me... ...

2007-07-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

This is how we look after the Shiseido make-up session. Actually there is not difference if look from the distance, but we did look prettier with a closer look, haha.

2007-07-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

I was insomniac last night, don't know why.

2007-07-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

Staying awake till 5am, though i went to bed at 3am. Till now, I'm still searching for reasons for it. Surprisingly, i didn't feel tired when attended the lessons. Moreover, i suddenly have the motivation to study hard, which is a good symptom for the current situation as exams are 5 weeks away. So just fully use of it and study hard for the exams.

2007-07-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

2007-07-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

When I hear your voice over the line. All I wanna do is to keepyou on my mind. I only had one die.How long?Don't wanna play the fool. How did we end up like this baby.Just wanna play a cool. I knew always promise.

Won't you tell me baby boo what you want what you need way be,I'll be the one that you need till I die baby. Let me!Tell you about the things that you don't realize,so let me televize my loveso you can fantasize.Conjuction
Function But look at the situation.Don't waste a time let's have a conversation.It's kind of sad butthat's our only option.Let's keep it down low till I get there uh

连耳朵都肿啦话说太多声音都哑啦抱着电话有点爱困还舍不得挂

Yeah,that's how it is ,as I keep on reminess, you know I keep itreal on yes we've got to deal with this, but I'm sick of this,pocker face acting stupid for the Show-biz Gee-biz but wait I'llbe there,When I'm done with this

我昨天睡太晚我想你想到三点半早上匆匆忙忙忘东忘西过得一团乱很容易不耐烦总嫌时钟走得那么慢想用平常心谈恋爱有点难现在就想马上见到你就想马上靠着你别说一天就连一秒都快等不及你说你也渴望将热情租一艘火箭当快递虽然夸张还是感觉甜蜜蜜

My heart is always with you even though we're a part baby.I know you're sad and blue but that can't take as a part .Get away from the dark baby come and see the light. Yuki,in my dream I could with in my Mitsubishi.But times going are going and gone it's gone like the wind that can't stop,but stop not at the bus stop, you i my drop top.Yeah put time in lock.That's right.You and me baby messing aroundin parking lot,don't wake me up.想着我 Take the time to explain my mind 跟着我 You so fine I wannamake you mine 只想永远在一起

Can you be with me? Live in luxury,andwe be making precious history.I keep your picture by my bed so Ican know you're in my head. Take my hand by your hand,and I willalways be your man.You gotta trust in me like I would trust in you,baby close your eyes and my love will see you through.

总有人不嫌烦找理由过来搭讪每次都会让我特别想你觉得好孤单遥远的距离就有不安躲在心里转今夜月亮弯弯心情有点蓝现在就想马上见到你就想马上抱着你别说一天就连一秒都快等不及等待对爱来说像酷刑却又有神奇的魔力它让见面再甜也都不会腻

If you keep this in your mind, we will make it through this time.You will find, it's a sign, it's written in my rhyme. Even thoughwe are apart, you are always in my heart. Honey stay with me foreverand throuugh any thing endeavor.Can we make it through this phase, I will see you through this maze.If you put your faith in me,happy ending it will be.That's a promise Yuki,have a little patience,and in time, you'll see

2007-07-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

Lip-gloss S$70 Limited Collection

2007-07-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

Why i'm so nervous when he told me that he saw my blog? At that moment i almost wanted to cry. There isn't something bad about him but just that i need to keep something away from him. The lesas he knows, the better we can be.

2007-07-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

After working for that Mr. Singh for 4 days, he fired me today. WHAT THE HELL! It doesn't matter that he fired me but the point is that the reason he gave is that everyone work hard except me. What the excuse! I've tried my best to serve every customer and work with Faezah(the girl i work with) very well. Moreover, Faezah told me that i perform well and she enjoyed working with me. In my opinion, he just doesn't like me personally. Furthermore, i helped him out with the decoration for the party which held in the restaurant. Forget about it, since he didn't appreciated my hard work. I don't bother to work for such a boss. ASSHOLE! JERK!

2007-06-30T01:39:00.000+08:00

Today is my third time working at TahTan's Table Wine Dine, Mr Singh angried with me for the first time because i spilt out a bottle of Ashahi beer and accidentally spilt a bottle of Saki. Haix! What happen to me? May be i just too tired to focus, and the pay is just $5 per hour. Do i really enjoy working? Or just to seal my paren't mouths that i have an excuse to not doing well with my course.

2007-06-19T01:29:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feel like renovating my room, but actually is because my desk was destroyed. By spending one whole day shift here and there, i finally done with the my "new" room. I love it very much, it's a bit romantic at night when i turn on the yellow flame light, haha.

2007-06-13T16:35:00.000+08:00

My perfume, POISON CD
Ring on my hand

2007-06-10T14:26:00.000+08:00

Scorpio
Sagittarius

2007-06-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

Gemini
Cancer
Leo
Virgo
Libra

2007-06-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

Capricorn
Aquarius
Pisces
Aries
Taurus

2007-06-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

Laying beside him, there is a complicated feeling has risen. I don't know how to describe our relationship. Friends, couple, or just just sexual partner? He had said better be just friends than couple to me when we had our first time. At that time, i was a bit disappointed but i have to admit that that's the better way to we don't like to be tied by the other party in the relationship. I enjoy the moment being with him, so does him. To be honest, i didn't get high when having sex with him but i did enjoyed that he kissed me when we were having sex. That makes me feel safe and comfortable. Nevertheless, there is one thing i can't afford to do it wrong, fall in love with him. I just hope that our relationship can last as long as possible.

2007-06-03T15:13:00.000+08:00

Talk to Mum through the phone just now, i realized that she has a strong urge to move out from Xiamen. In my opinion, that's one of purposes she sent me to Singapore. Nowadays, i have been here for almost 5 years, then she wanted to know about how to buy flat, apartment etc. I have to admit that she is more cleaver than i, she always know what she wants and achieves it as soon as possible. I will never be like her, as I'm satisfy with my resent life always and i don't wanna make it better. In fact, my Mum is right, i should keep upgrading my life. There always be something would happen which is out of your expected. Although i don't like the way i live now, i have to adapt myself to it. My family is not poor but Mum still wanna have a better life. Deciding that i will fulfill Mum's wish, since I'm her only daughter.
Goals:
1. become a PR
2. find a good job or find a rich husband
3. buy an apartment
4. help my Mum to apply PR too

2007-06-03T13:47:00.000+08:00

1、当你爱上一个男子，千万别去想自己是不是应该矜持一点。爱他就告诉他，有时候男人也很爱虚荣，你的表白会让他的自信达到极点。

2、当你已经不爱他了，那么也用最直接的方式告诉他。别去考虑他会不会脆弱，男人的自尊远比伤痛重要。　

3、当你们已经相爱，那么就要对他信任，有什么想法就告诉他，不管他支持不支持。任何一个男子都希望他的女人依靠他。　　　　

4、在他的朋友面前，要给他十足的地位。面子对男子来说比什么都重要，不要介意在人前当个小女人，要知道小女人都是男人宠出来的。　　　　

5、他在打游戏的时候，不论你有多急的事情，也不要直接去关他的电脑。最好是搂着他，在他耳边轻轻的细语。因为男人对游戏的执迷胜过你看一部精彩的肥皂剧。　　　　

6、男人每个月也有那几天，跟女人差不多，心情无故低落。这个时候不要问他怎么了，只要陪在他身边。做好你自己。　　　　

7、他和朋友出去喝酒、打牌，你不要问他为什么不带你一块前往。男人都愿意做风筝，只要线还在你手里，那么就放他去飞吧。　　　　

8、男人都很懒很笨，尽管他爱你，但是不想费尽心丝讨好你，你所能做的就是在适当的时候给他个明示。男人有时候需要女人给他强有力的当头一棒。　　　　

9、男人不管他外表有多强大，但是骨子里都还是一个孩子。他在任性的时候不要对他大吼大叫，这对他不起做用。最有效的办法是陪他一起疯。等他平静后轻轻的告诉他你很爱他。　　　　

10、男人都是不肯认错的，在他知道错的时候给他一个台阶下。他会知恩图报的。　　　　

体谅一个男人，那就是把他当成你的爱人、情人、哥哥、朋友、父亲、孩子。爱他，不要给他负担，给他自由，给自己自由。做女人要知道什么时候该进什么时候该退。什么时候该挡在他的前面；什么时候该躲在他身后。把他当成你自己一样去爱护，成全了他的幸福，他才会成全你的幸福。

2007-06-02T16:46:00.000+08:00

No longer a virgin, suddenly i realized it. Will i be different? No, remain the same. What if my parents knew it, what's their reaction? I'm very curious about that, but i will never tell them. However, i still need some time to overcome it, since everything just happen too fast. It's not a big deal Sunny, let it be.

2007-06-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

2007-06-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

2007-05-31T14:04:00.000+08:00

Rainy today, the air is so cool and fresh which makes me awake and peace. Only left 3 days before common tests, am i ready? By the way, Mrs Lee is going to distribute ABT paper on this Friday, i think it's a bad idea, as it may affect my mood. Anyway, i can't do anything, just leave it to fate. Sigh......

2007-05-29T14:57:00.000+08:00

Chatting with Jie today, i feel better now. I know she will support me and help me any time. Thanks JIE!!! Perhaps i should take it simple as Jie told me, there is nothing to lose any more.

2007-05-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

2007-05-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

WHY! I feel so hurtful when i heard that he had had sex with a girl who wasn't his gf before. Moreover, they both agreed that to hold the "RELATIONSHIP", but now they hardly contact each other. I don't wanna be like her. NEVER!!! IT seems like i'm merely his sex partner. Hearding that one of my friends was having sex with his true love, i feel even worse. Nevertheless, why i always like to pretend nothing meant to me? 我的心好痛，好久没这样痛过了，我以为已经忘记了痛是什么感觉。好想死掉的感觉。Did i regret already? I really don't know.

2007-05-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

Just finished ABT common test this afternoon, badly done. Sigh......
Feeling like no mood to do anything, everything seems lousy to me.

2007-05-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

Having sex with someone you don't love, what is your feeling?
For me, it's just an excuse to run away from something else, maybe i shouldn't. Unfortunately i did it, i know it's unforgivable. Sigh...... Perhaps, this is real me, who is looking forward to have a crazy life. There is no responsibility, no regret, no love...... I wanna shout out loud in the open air, who can save me, help me?

对不起，我的灵魂，是我自己没用。我不想坚强，不想孤独一人

2007-05-27T15:04:00.000+08:00

2007-05-10T15:08:00.000+08:00

babe is so pretty in this photo

yanyee so sweet

2007-04-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

we are in Crystal Jade

2007-04-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

at campus atrium

2007-03-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

at Macau

at HK

2007-03-10T11:25:00.000+08:00

2006-09-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

with my best friend Jing

2006-07-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

真正爱你的男孩，无论怎样都不会生你气，哪怕你犯了很大的错误，因为他知道你所有的错误的应该他来承受

真正爱你的男孩，在你说和别的男孩子好的时候，会和你说分手，但不会去埋冤你，因为他只要你幸福开心自己很好

真正爱你的男孩，在你每次出门都会要求你告诉他，因为他会担心你 

真正爱你的男孩，会在你烦的时候，默默的忍受着你的脾气，因为他知道只要发泄出去来你会开心点 

真正爱你的男孩，在和你说分手后还是会去惦记着你，想着发信息你，因为他是多么舍不得你

真正爱你的男孩，每次打电话都不会先去挂，因为他不想你去承受挂电话的那份失落 

真正爱你的男孩，每次主动去承认错误，不是每次都是你对的，因为他不想你去承受错误的自责 

真正爱你的男孩，会去为你改变一些你不喜欢的坏习惯，坏缺点，不是他没有性格，而已他不想让你生气 

真正爱你的男孩，无论你伤了他多大的心，你们是否真的分开了，他还会默默的在背后支持你，因为他对你承诺过 

真正爱你的男孩，会老想问你问题，问你感觉，不是他罗嗦，也不是他要知道你有没有被感动，因为他只在乎你一人的想法而已 

真正爱你的男孩，会问你一些很不好意思的问题，不是说他脸皮厚，因为他想记住好可以在你生病的时候照顾你

真正爱的男孩，会主动去告诉自己做过的一些事情，因为他不想让你担心 

真正爱你的男孩，每天都会去问你做什么，不是他想管着你，因为他每天都是那么担心你

真正爱你的男孩，每次打电话都要求你说句甜蜜的话，因为他听到从你嘴里说出那些话是多么高兴

真正爱你的男孩，会真的不去计较你身边有没有男朋友，因为他不是要你陪在他身边，而是他只想在你身边

真正爱你的男孩，会在自己没有休息好的时候，还陪着你玩游戏，尽管那时他很累，因为你的开心就是他最好的动力了

真正爱你的男孩，会去注意你吃的多不多，不是他嫌你受瘦，因为她怕你吃太少人不好胃会疼 
真正爱你的男孩，每次出去回家都想着带点东西给你，因为他要你知道无论你再不在身边他都会记得你

真正爱你的男孩，在你们吵架的时候，你说了再也不要他的东西的不要拿给你难为你的时候，默默着把所有东西都收在一个盒子里，因为他知道它们是属于你的，尽管你不要，他还是会帮你保藏着 

真正爱你的男孩，是会忍心去离开你的，因为你身边有了一个可以让你更开心更牵挂的，尽管他多么的舍不得

真正爱你的男孩，尽管你从不说你爱他的话，他还是经常跟你说，因为他知道你说出爱会多痛苦，而被爱你是多幸福 

真正爱你的男孩，会去帮你计划所有事情，尽管你可能会反感，因为他知道要让你没有烦恼的过生活 

真正爱你的男孩，在你哭的时候虽然不是在你身边的人，但也是一样会感觉到你的伤心，因为他心一直在你身上

真正爱你的男孩，他不怕你生气，怕的是你生了气发了脾气后依然不去理会他，男孩的感情也同样细腻 

真正爱你的男孩，虽然有很长一段时间他看不到你，但你会发现他的手机里保存的全是你发给他的暧昧的信息 

真正爱的男孩，他嘴上虽然说不在乎你和别的男孩交往，可是每当有陌生的男人和你接触时，他会偷偷地将眉毛锁在一起，因为他在乎着你 

真正爱你的男孩，他会把你的相片放在他的身上里，时刻带在身上处处陪着你 

真正爱你的男孩，坐在公车上也会想起那份和你在一起的拥挤，因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸 
真正爱你的男孩，他会省下吃饭的钱，打个电话给远方的你。 

真正爱你的男孩，他会把别的女孩子写给他的短信偷偷藏起，因为他的心里只有你。我没收到过 
真正爱你的男孩，晚上躺在床上的时候会情不自禁地去猜测你这一天到底过的好不好，为什么自己没有打喷嚏是不是你没有轻易地把他想起 

真正爱你的男孩，他不会轻易地把自己脆弱的一面展现给你，虽然他还不能给予你什么，但他会尽他最大的努力来保护你 

真正爱你的男孩，他也会在他最最无助的时候想起你，不是想要你帮他什么，只是希望你不要担心他自己 

真正爱你的男孩，一直都期待和你在一起，尽管那只是个梦，但对他来说这个梦就是最幸福的

当然这只是一些形式，真爱要靠心去感觉和体会``` 

2006-07-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

一个男孩送给一个女孩一对耳环，女孩她说很喜欢。

一天男孩看到女孩一个最好的朋友的右耳上戴着他送给那个女孩的耳环，那个男孩很生气，既然女孩那么喜欢，为什么要送给她呢？

男孩不明白，就去找那个女孩，女孩的左耳上还是戴着男孩送的耳环，男孩就大声的问她，为什么要把耳环送给别人，她只说了一句她是我最好的朋友，女孩看着男孩的样子就哭了，女孩转身走了，男孩没有去追。

后来他们像陌生人样，都没有和对方说话。

直到那个女孩的好朋友告诉男孩，女孩曾经对她说过一句话“左边代表爱情，右边代表友情”。

可是那个男孩已经找不到那个女孩了。

2006-06-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

有时候，放弃爱情比抓住它需要更多的勇气。。。
就像肥皂剧一样，起初她并不喜欢他，甚至还有点讨厌他，可是他没有说什么，继续当她的“玩具”。在她需要人陪的时候，他会立刻出现在她身边，哄她，让她忘却孤单。也许他是喜欢她的，只是没说出口。渐渐的，她发现自己喜欢上他，而且一发不可收拾。于是，他们捅破了那层薄纱，牵起了手。但是，当她发现他们有着不近不远却足以成为障碍的显赫家族和血缘关系时，她便开始隐藏对他的感情。越是藏就越是痛苦，最后她还是放弃这段不该来的爱。至于他，或许早就知道他们的爱是不可以的爱。命运的安排有时莫名其妙得我们根本就不明白，希望他们能慢慢的，真正的幸福起来。。。。。。

2005-12-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

my dear mama

my dear baba